And you ask me what I want this year
And I try to make this kind and clear
Just a chance that maybe we'll find better days
Cuz I don't need boxes wrapped in strings
And desire and love and empty things
Just a chance that maybe we'll find better days

So take these words
And sing out loud
Cuz everyone is forgiven now
Cuz tonight's the night the world begins again

And it's someplace simple where we could live
And something only you can give
And thats faith and trust and peace while we're alive
And the one poor child that saved this world
And there's 10 million more who probably could
If we all just stopped and said a prayer for them

So take these words
And sing out loud
Cuz everyone is forgiven now
Cuz tonight's the night the world begins again

I wish everyone was loved tonight
And somehow stop this endless fight
Just a chance that maybe we'll find better days

So take these words
And sing out loud
Cuz everyone is forgiven now
Cuz tonight's the night the world begins again

The GOO GOO DOLLS - Better days

Life is bigger
Its bigger than you
And you are not me
The lengths that I will go to
The distance in your eyes
Oh no Ive said too much
I set it up

Thats me in the corner
Thats me in the spotlight
Losing my religion
Trying to keep up with you
And I dont know if I can do it
Oh no Ive said too much
I havent said enough
I thought that I heard you laughing
I thought that I heard you sing
I think I thought I saw you try

Every whisper
Of every waking hour im
Choosing my confessions
Trying to keep an eye on you
Like a hurt lost and blinded fool
Oh no Ive said too much
I set it up

Consider this
The hint of the century
Consider this
The slip that brought me
To my knees failed
What if all these fantasies
Come flailing around
Now Ive said too much
I thought that I heard you laughing
I thought that I heard you sing
I think I thought I saw you try

But that was just a dream
That was just a dream

Losing My Religion is a song recorded by the rock band R.E.M. from their 1991 album Out of Time.

Remembering, everything about my world and when you came.
Wondering if the change you’d bring means nothing else would be the same.

Did you know what you were doing? Did you know?
Did you know how you would move me? Well, I don’t really think so.
But the night came down and swept us away. And the
stars, they seemed, to paint the most elaborate scene to date.

How could we know? That song, this show. We'd learn so much about ourselves from Toledo to Tokyo. The words were scribed on every page and now there’s books up on our shelves.

Did you know how you would move us? Did you know?
When the lights first came upon us and we saw the Everglow. And the moment's magic swept us away. And a young man's dream was almost seen so plain.

When was the night that showed us the sign? Revealed in the sky to leave all behind.
But where to begin? Throwing caution to the wind, we reached for the stars. Everything
was now ours.

Did you know how you would move me? Did you know? Did you know how you would move me? Well, I don’t even think so. But the moment's magic swept us away. And it’s so close but we’re so far away. It’s so close but we’re so far away.

Band: MAE
Song: We're So Far Away
Album: The Everglow

If you were coming in the fall
I'd brush the summer by
With half a smile and half a spurn
As housewives do a fly.

If I could see you in a year
I'd wind the months in balls
And put them into separate drawers
Until their time befalls.

If only centuries delayed
I'd count them on my hand
Subtracting 'till my fingers dropped
Into Van Diemen's land

If certain when this life was out
That yours and mine should be
I'd toss life yonder like a rind
And taste eternity.

But now all ignorant of length,
Of times uncertain wing,
It goads me like the goblin bee
That will not state its sting!

If You Were Coming In The Fall
by Emily Dickinson

Lonestar where are you out tonight?
This feeling I’m trying to fight
It’s dark and I think that I would give anything
For you to shine down on me

How far you are I just don’t know
The distance I’m willing to go
I pick up a stone that I cast to the sky
Hoping for some kind of sign

Lonestar: Norah Jones
Music: Lee Alexander
Album: Come away with me

Amsterdam

Come on, oh my star is fading
And I swerve out of control
And if I, if I'd only waited
I'd not be stuck here in this hole

But time is on your side
It's on your side
Now I'm pushing you down
And all around
It's no cause for concern

Come on, oh my star is fading
And I see no chance of release
I know I'm dead on the surface
But I'm screaming underneath

Stuck on the end of this ball and chain
And I'm on my way back down again
Stood on the edge; tied to a noose
Sick to the stomach
Say what you mean but it won't change a thing
I'm sick of the secrets
Stood on the edge; tied to the noose
And you came along and you cut me loose

Amsterdam by:Coldplay
Album: A Rush of Blood to the Head
Release year: 2002

Egypt hasn't felt such happiness since so long… after all what we've been through starting with the ferry and ending with the cartoons, Today every single person in Egypt celebrated the winning of the African championship, in every town, in every street, you can see the joy and the wildness in expressing an enormous amount of happiness… they all dressed in red and white and black. They all cheered for Egypt and immediately after the match ended they all went into the streets and I can hear them till now "3 AM" cheering in the streets, doing fireworks in the sky…
This belongingness was hiding somewhere in us, I must say that I never been a football fan and I never been interested in watching a match of football or cheering for it although I was with them today heart and soul, I felt the love and the warmness, I felt this huge positive energy coming through me and saying that I should be proud whether my religion is or my color is I should be proud, whether I have many difficulties to live a normal life in my country, whether I see troubles or been mistreated by a certain system or a certain rules, because I will always be an Egyptian Pharaoh no matter how certain groups of people try to change our culture, by frustrating us or suppressing us or misleading us.
The Egyptians must not surrender to any kind of these new exported identities "Arabian or western " and must not give away their Egyptian identity, they have to be strong like they always been since 7000 years ago when they built the pyramids by their own hands. I really don't know what to say more but today I felt extremely happy and I know it was far beyond a cup or a championship, its really simple word call "belonging" and at last and not least I just want to say that even if am different in my way of thinking or disregarding a lot of things that happens in Egypt, I will still love my country and I would die just for a tiny small whit of its sand because simply its Egypt the land of the Pharaohs!







Images source: British Broadcasting Corporation BBC Arabic ©

The chain is getting tighter and tighter
I'm calling all the angels with my repressed voice
When it gets any tighter, Will I have a broken chain or I'll have a broken neck??

When you try so hard to leave a good impression to people and show every tiny achievement you ever done in your life, they say you too confidant!
When you try to let them know that by themselves, they say you too mysterious!
When you try to be yourself, then you will be too confidant!
I know too confidant is equal to proud!
But I wonder what is really making a man that good in the eyes of the people!
I don't want to make it sound like they jealous of me because I believe that I don't have anything would make people jealous of me!
Come on, give me a break! Is it really I'm too confidant or just people afraid to deal with me, am not that!
I thought that’s the way people like to see their workers... confidant about the job. Capable to do their best and really am not intending to do any harm or take any other one job!
What's wrong with people, why they so judging, why no one likes anything any more!
If only people were nice and judge you after they know you better!
I'm so thankful for you because you stood by me and said am just trying to be good enough to fit in this job although you saw me once.
however I know how the system works!
God Save me from your followers!

I can’t stand to fly
I’m not that naive
I’m just out to find
The better part of me

I’m more than a bird...i’m more than a plane
More than some pretty face beside a train
And It’s not easy to be me

Wish that I could cry
Fall upon my knees
Find a way to lie
About a home I’ll never see

It may sound absurd...but don’t be naive
Even heroes have the right to bleed
I may be disturbed...but won’t you concede
Even heroes have the right to dream
And It’s not easy to be me

Up, up and away...away from me
Well, It’s all right...you can all sleep sound tonight
I’m not crazy...or anything...

I can’t stand to fly
I’m not that naive
Men weren’t meant to ride
With clouds between their knees

I’m only a man in a silly red sheet
Digging for kryptonite on this one way street
Only a man in a funny red sheet
Looking for special things inside of me
Inside of me

I’m only a man
In a funny red sheet
I’m only a man
Looking for a dream

I’m only a man
In a funny red sheet
And it’s not easy....

Its not easy to be me

Superman by Five For Fighting
Picture/ Le petit prince, Antoine de Saint-Exupéry

Don't look at Me....

Everyday is so wonderful, Then suddenly, it's hard to breathe
Now and then I get insecure, from all the pain
I'm so ashamed

I am beautiful no matter what they say
Words can't bring me down

I am beautiful in every single way
Yes, words can't bring me down

So Don't You Bring Me Down Today

To all of my friends I'm delirious
So consumed in all My doom....
Trying hard to fill the emptiness, the pieces gone,
Left the puzzle undone, is that the way it is

Yes words can't bring me down
So don't you bring me down today

No matter what we do
No matter what we say
We're the song inside the tune
full of beautiful mistakes
And everywhere we go
the sun will always shine

And tomorrow we might awake on the other side

'Cause we are beautiful no matter what they say
Yes words won't bring us down
we are beautiful in every single way
Yes words can't bring us down
So don't you bring me down today


Christina Aguilera/Beautiful

well i feel like the're talking in a lang. i don't speak and they're talking it to me!
Gosh..
i just don't know anything ,,am so tired of thinking and even breathing!
its the new year coming and it was so aweful year for me this year...i won't be pessimistic anyway as i am sure that its close...
yes it so close nothing is making and sense, i try so hard to make my self undestand or draw an outlines for my future but as i see there is no future . i feel that am a big loser
lost in the world
lost in my country
lost on my town
lost in my home
i feel nothing and i care nothing and look how i made my self like a big drama queen!
somtimes i feel happy but just for a sec, or so and after everything return the same!
how come i made my self like this?
i even live a horrible bat lifestyle
i started to forget all my educational info. all the facts
i don't care to be single or to be in love..i don't believe that being in love with somone will do me good
i started to lose all the connections with my religiouse or spirtual side!
i don't care and i dont care for their ignorance
i wish now i be transformed to a beem of light and vooom just go away, i wanna be bake to the place i ve been before i born.
i want no me!
i want peace

Oh brother, I can't, I can't get through
I've been trying hard to reach you cause I don't know what to do
Oh brother I can't believe It's true,
I'm so scared about the future
and I wanna talk to you

Oh I wanna talk to you

You can take a picture of something you see
In the future, where will I be
You can climb a ladder up to the sun
Or write a song nobady has sung
Or do, something that's never been done

Are you lost or incomplete
Do you feel like a puzzle, you can't find your missing piece

Tell me how you feel
Well I feel like they're talking in a language I don't speak
And they're talking it to me

So you take a picture of something you see
In the future, where will I be
You could climb a ladder up to the sun
Or write a song nobody has sung
Or do, something that's never been done

Do, something that's never been done


So you don't know where you're going but you wanna talk
and you feel like you're going where you've been before
and tell anyone who'll listen that you feel ignored
Nothing's really making any sense at all

Let's Talk, Let's Talk

Coldplay "Talk"